Time Travel

April 29, 2008

A Dog’s Life, Chapter 3

Filed under: Animals Corner, Discriptive articles, My Stories — Gaurav @ 12:48 pm
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Time passes by and I became more close to Koonchu. I still had love for Tomy, but I realized that whenever I came with good food to give them, Koonchu used to expect that I would give her a large portion since she is more dear to me. Ofcourse they were husband and wife. Koonchu was loyal to his husband Tomy, but I can’t say the same thing for Tomy. The reason why I’m saying this is that I never saw Koonchu with any other Dog, other than Tomy and she never used to go to other colonies to visit. Partially may be she felt that she doesn’t have enough strength to fight etc. But Tomy as I said earlier was a very masculine type dog, who feels proud in fighting and being rash and used to visit many nearby colonies to establish his rule in other areas.

Life of these street dogs is weird. They live in utter poverty, eating from rubbish and many times eating shit of other animals. On the other hand, some dogs are kept as pets in house. These pet dogs are brought up with very much love and affection. I feel a very strange contrast, when people come out to take a walk in park with their pets. The striking contrasts between street dogs and pet dogs: thin or healthy, shining or dull, clean or dirty etc. Well anyway, I will write about this later describing the social stigma faced among street dogs and the loneliness faced by pets.

Returning to the story …

Winter was approaching, it was if I remember right was middle of November. Both Tomy and Koonchu came to our house and we gave some bread to them for eating. To my surprise I noticed that both Tomy and Koonchu were injured. Koonchu was injured in leg, as if someone drove a vehicle on her leg or hit her with a stone. Tomy was hit on backof neck I don’t know by what, but it was bleeding and seems to be a deep wound. Generally these street dogs when they get injured, they lick the area of wound in order to heal it soon. Koonchu was able to lick her leg injurie while Tomy can’t. This was serious. I also didn’t know what to do. No one cares and so was I. I thought that it would go away in few days and then they would be healthy again. But I didn’t know that the injury on neck would become the cause of death for Tomy.

Days passed, Koonchu recovered herself from injury while Tomy can’t. With the passage of time, his wound was getting bad to worse, and the climate was also getting cooler day by day. Infact Tomy also came to know that his condition is getting serious. Now he hardly go anywhere in other colonies. Just eat food and stay close to our house. One morning we left the main gate of house open after we threw the waste, forgot to close it. After sometime when I went outside to do something else, I noticed that Tomy was sitting just at the door step of the house. His wound was smelling very bad and there were flies buzzing around him which he was trying to kill by his mouth. I tried to make him go out, but he was not going. I even brought some food from inside, so that his greed for food would bring him out of the house, but this also didn’t help. Ultimately my Dad has to force him out of house. He was looking very emotional. Already he was a street dog thus not liked by anyone except few, on top of that he got a foul smelling wound which make repel the people even more. This situation was really heart breaking.

After couple of days the wound was very serious. There was pus and mucus in the wound which was dropping every now and then from the wound. It was not only looking very ugly but also the smell was awful. Even we kept a bit distance from him and did not let him to come near the house, while at same time Koonchu was given preference. We hardly used to go close to him, used to give him food by trowing on floor. This was really touchy for him.

One night both Tomy and Koonchu came to our house. I brought food from inside. Tomy was standing a bit distance away. I gave the food to Koonchu by giving it in her mouth. On seeing this Tomy also came closer, but since I wanted to keep myself away from him thus I threw the bread on the ground, some distance away. To my surprise he felt really hurt at heart. He did not pick the bread and his eyes were glittering with tears. My sister was also standing close by to me. I then picked the bread and said “Tomy eat it dear”. He was not taking it. I felt that his heart felt bad on the treatment that he is getting on being wounded. We then closed the gate. He was standing close to gate but not taking the bread in his mouth which was kept on floor.

We felt pity that God has made him a Dog, that he cannot speak about his sorrows ans share feelings. He can atmost only stare and cry. His wife Koonchu was also sitting beside him to give him support. Ultimately we used more affectionate words and produced some kissing sounds for him, to this he felt better and took the bread. We also felt happy that at last he accepted the food. But we didn’t know that it was his last night. After giving him the food we went inside. That night was a bit misty and cold. Late at night we heard his cries and also the cries of Koonchu. It was too late for us to go out and check what is happening.

In morning we went and found Tomy lying on ground motionless, with his mouth half open and saliva falling from there. He was not breathing. He was lying in such a position so that his wound was towards the ground. We realized that since he wanted not to be troubled by flies sitting on his wound thus he slept with his wound facing the earth. But the ants and bugs from the wet ground started eating his wound, and thus he died after facing the unbearable pain. His wife Koonchu was sitting near to him, with his head lying on ground. She was looking very sad, and her eyes were speaking about what she lost.

To be Continued ….

April 22, 2008

Tamanna (1997)

Filed under: Bollywood Movies, Discriptive articles, Time pass — Gaurav @ 11:11 am
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Starring: Paresh Rawal as Tikku (eunuch), Manoj Bajpoi as saleem, Pooja Bhatt as Tamanna, Sharad Kapoor etc.

Directed: Mahesh Bhatt. Producer: Pooja Bhatt

Music Composer: Anu Malik Lyricists: Nida Fazil, Rahat Indori, Kaffi Azim, Indeewar.

Songs: 1. Ghar Se Masjid Hai – Lyrics: Nida Fazil, Singer: Sonu Nigam.

2. Shab Ke jage Haue – Lyrics: Nida Fazil, Singer: Alka Yagnik (female version), Kumar Sanu (Male version)

3. Uath Meri Jaan – Lyrics: Kaffi Azmi, Singer: Sony Nigam.

4. Ye Kya haua – Lyrics: Rahat Indori, SInger: Alka Yagnik and Kumar Sanu.

Review: The story picked by Mahesh Bhatt is a very strong one. It was based on true incident which happened in 1975 in India, this was specified before the start of movie. The story has been twisted to put drama and emotions in order to make it a complete commercial movie for the entertainment of the people. Acting done at several parts are very loose, the scene where the story demands good acting in order to rightly show the feeling and emotions has not been done very nicely as a result the role done by Pooja Bhatt doesn’t look very real. Paresh Rawal through out the whole movie keep crying. Instead of rightly expressing the feelings using body gestures which Eunuchs generally do, he starts crying. Although compared to other artist his performance was still better. Sharad kapoor has been to put in movie just to add some “masala and romance”, although I think that the movie can be made without him. His presence got importance only because of loneliness faced by Pooja Bhatt when she realizes that the man to whom she was calling “Abbu” (Dad) is actually an Eunuch. I think there is no need to show the drama and heroic activity of the boy. Had the movie been made without him, then the role of Paresha Rawal and Pooja Bhatt would have been more strong. Manoj Bajpoi role was good, the acting was done nicely. Emotions has been rightly conveyed by eyes and other body parts, words were spoken only at relevant scenes.

It would have been better if the movie was made with an aim to make it as an art movie not a commercial movie. Beside this the movie also shows groups of other Eunuchs, and they are shown in order to add humor to the movie. I ask when the director decided to make a movie on a serious topic then whats the point of showing such stupid humor. The villainous role played by the biological father of Pooja Bhatt, was not done very nicely.

In many parts of the movie the camera was shaking also very much. This is really ridiculous.

In end I would like to say, the movie would have been good if it was done as an art movie. The songs are great specially the lyrics of “Shab ke Jage haue” and “Ghar se Masjid hai”. Mahesh Bhatt has chosen a hot and bombastic topic in order to attract public and rosed great expectations in their mind, however failed to keep his promise. Roles of Paresh Rawal and Manoj Bajpoi were the only worthy ones, for rest the acting and roles were loose.

Worth watching once. :)

April 20, 2008

A Dog’s Life, Chapter 2

Filed under: Animals Corner, My Stories, Nature — Gaurav @ 12:44 pm
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This is in continuation of the story about Tomy and Koonchu, the two street dogs in my colony.

Koonchu has become very close to me and I also had a soft corner for her. We used to have a lot of fun and there are many funny incidents which happened between us.

These dogs are also intelligent creatures and have feelings and emotions. They really understand things very nicely and are also clever. Everyday I used to give Koonchu chapatis (a traditional Indian bread made from wheat flour and water). Since these street dogs are never fed nicely and are never served anything freshly cooked, they always welcome what they get. These chapatis are very simple and tasteless, even we humans don’t eat it directly, we always take it with some spicy vegetable curry or anythings else. But given to dogs or cows, they immediately take it and sometimes pull from your hand. They mix the dry bread with their saliva and enjoy the taste.

I felt a little bad as giving the same thing again and again to her everyday where I enjoy different types of food back on dining table with family. So I decide to also give her some biscuits and crackers along with the bread. This change was very good and she welcomed it with great pleasure. She cannot speak or show any gesture of thankfulness, but I read a feeling of thanks and gratitude in her glittering eyes. That day she sat on our house gate the whole night, with her body pressed against the gate. In morning when I opened the door to come outside and take some fresh air, she on seeing me quickly get up and started waging her tail. This was very sweet. Ofcourse in morning I didn’t had the bread, so I just brought biscuits and crackers for her.

My mom complained, “those things are for us and not for dogs”. I just smiled at her and went outside to give Koonchu Biscuits. On seeing me, she was very excited and started wagging her tail very quickly and I could also notice her watering mouth. Her husband Tomy was also not there at that time, so she can enjoy the good stuff alone.

Thus everyday from then I used to give her not just chapatis but also biscuits and crackers. And yes I can’t be unfair, I used to give these things not just to Koochu but also to Tomy. Now they no more fight and understand the needs of each other nicely. Koonchu get used to this new change. So whenever I used to come with only chapatis, she never used to eat it. I have to persuade her very much in order to make her eat it. I used to put the chapati close to her mouth, infact touching her mouth so that she accept it. She used to turn her head this way and that way, left and right in order to not to eat it. Since they cannot speak and don’t want to show anger, so its a very polite and cute way of saying no. After being fed up of me doing this activity of putting the bread at her mouth, she slowly accept it and take it very softly from my hand but then put it at the ground and started looking at me. Her looks were very expressive, she never used to look at be directly. If I’m standing on her side, she would keep the face straight and every now and then keep turning her eyes to see what I’m doing. I understood what she wanted, so I went in and brought the Biscuits. She was extremely happy that at last she made me understand what she wanted.

Sometimes I used to tease her also. I used to bring both chapatis and biscuits form kitchen, but by the time I approach her at the gate I used to separate the two and hold them in different hands. I then used to offer chapati first, to she how she behaves. She used to smell the chapati all over the surface and in the end used to sniff hard and stand there watching my expressions. Again she would keep the face straight and would look at me by turning her eyes. This was really cute, after few seconds, I would bring in front my second hand in which I was holding the biscuits.

Her eyes would glitter and tail would wage, and with a watery tongue she would take.

To be Continued …

April 19, 2008

A Dog’s Life, Chapter 1

Filed under: Animals Corner, My Stories, Nature — Gaurav @ 4:04 pm
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It was a time when I was a school boy. I was something around 15-16 years old. In India there are lot of street dogs, and they are common. In my colony there were also some street dogs, but of all 2 were most common, rest used to come only some times, but these 2 used to live here only. One of them was male and other was female.

Street dogs are always hungry, no matter at what time you give food they never say no. We used to give them food very often and thus they become are good friends, because others in the colony was not bothered about them and hardly use to treat them with love. We named them Tomy (male) and Koonchu (female). I became very close to the female one. The two used to live like husband and wife. Both used to look for food together and fight together at times of problems. Tomy used to behave like a real Indian husband, suppressing wife, scolding her etc. koonchu was very shy in front of her husband, she never used to fight back . Whenever I used to give food to both of them, Tomy quickly used to finish his own and then comes to snatch the share of Koonchu. She never used to fight back to him.

Koonchu has some skin problems, her skin was having some red spots from where the hairs had disappeared. This gave her a sort of inferiority complex (I’m not very sure about it). People never used to touch her, while in front of her own eyes people show love and affection to Tomy and other dogs. Although she used to get food to eat but among humans she was considered an untouchable. This made me feel sad about her. I felt pity about the way she was being treated by the society and by her own husband Tomy (although many people claim that such notions of husband and wife don’t exists in dogs, but I’m skeptical about it). I thus tried to make Koochu realize her dignity and fight back for her rights. Earlier I was thinking not to interfere in their matter, but after one incident I had to enter the game.

The incident was, one day I gave food to both of them. As usual Tomy finished his food quickly and came to snatch the food of Koochu. I knew that she was also as hungry as Tomy may be even more. This time she growled at Tomy. This made Tomy angry a bit and they entered a small quarrel where both of them barking but in end Tomy won and she surrendered. The scene was she was lying on ground on her back while Tomy was on her with one paw of his put at her throat. This was really a hardcore suppression. I had to enter the scene in order to separate the two. Since then whenever I used to give them food, I used to stand by Koochu side so that Tomy cannot come to snatch her food. This also made Koochu to learn to fight for her share, as form then she used to fight equally with him.

Even though they used to fight at the time of food, there was love between them. Again many people say that such things are not there in dogs, well I’m skeptical about it.

Tomy was a rowdy dog, used to fight with many other dogs from other regions. he used to visit other ares and there fight with other dogs and get scratches and bruises here and there. When he used to come back and meet Koochu, she used to lick at the cuts and in end lick his mouth. I felt that it was their way of expressing love and emotions.

In order to express my love, I used to put my hand on their back. Dogs love this when someone moves their hand on their hairy back. I used to do this with Tomy but not with Koochu as she has some skin problems of which I was unaware. But I noticed that she feel hurt about it. So when I touched her for the first time on her head using a small piece of wood, she closed her eyes and felt very good. After that she became very close to me.

To be continued ….

April 18, 2008

Rainy days

Filed under: Life In Trieste., Time pass — Gaurav @ 3:39 pm

Over here it has been raining since long, I guess for the last 2 weeks I haven’t seen Sun. Even it doesn’t rain there are black clouds.

Today I checked the forecast in BBC, and it still shows that next 5 days will be witnessing heavy showers. Even in India I never witnessed such a long period of rain, where the monsoon are famous in World.

But yes one thing is common, over here also it has become very green and beautiful. One could see a lot of natural life everywhere. :)   It reminds me of my childhood days when I use to celebrate rainy days with samosa, pakoda chai chutney etc. and would even dance in rain.

Food Crisis or Food Wastage

Filed under: Discriptive articles, Thoughts — Gaurav @ 3:29 pm

I have a been reading everywhere in news channels regarding global food crisis. Its really a serious issue. There are many countries where there is not even sufficient food and then this food crisis has started.

Type words like Famine, hunger etc in Google, and you get several images popping up in front of your eyes of dying people, children suffering form ill-nutrition etc.

I was wondering if food crisis can really be evaded. In my opinion yes.

Presently I’m staying in Italy, here i noticed that people waste a lot of food, which otherwise can be used for feeding the needy people. Not just this they do this everyday and feel proud of it. There are many stories which I can give as examples.

1. One of my friend was working in a bakery as part time job. He told me that these people are very cautious about their taste. The workers in bakery were ordered by manager to make some bread using certain ingredients in specified amount. They prepared first sample, in which on investigation they found had some problem (some ingredient was not up to the right amount), as a result they threw all the raw material which was prepared for making that bread. This they repeated for some four times unless they got the right one ready. Each time they used to throw the raw material and prepare the new one. This is really a food wastage. Instead of throwing, one could have used it for some good purpose.

Ofcourse taste is also an important issue, if the customers don’t get required taste then they would start complaining or would perhaps look for some other shop. But then there should also be mutual understanding. There should be a feeling of acceptance and compromise, and most important trust in everyone.

2. I share my apartment with some people. Here these guys used to buy lot of food stuff in excitement when ever they used to go to supermarket. But after few days they used to throw some of those things, complaining that after such a long time they must have been spoiled. This is really stupid. Why don’t they buy just what they need ? I would say that one should plan before buying. And the other funny thing they do, suppose the bought 1 kilograms of kiwi, they ate some of it and kept the rest. After one week passed, they would smell it ans would ask, do you think it is still ok to eat it? I reply, cut them and check, and in any case they don’t get spoiled so quickly if you are preserving them in fridge. To this they would keep it back in fridge and after 2 weeks they would throw, as now they are sure. It was simply laziness that they didn’t want to check. Its not only waste of food but also waste of money.

Not only in Italy, but even in India also people are very reluctant in saving food. I tell one incident

3. I was a small child, perhaps around 12 years. After the school timings I used to spend the rest of evening in my grand ma’s house, watching TV, playing games etc. One day I was standing at the at the doorway of the house in the afternoon, watching half empty street. Half emptiness in common in northern India during peak time of summer, as people prefer to stay in coolers or AC’s rather roaming on street. I was just gazing at the street, watching activities of people roaming there by and looking at goats and cows. All of sudden my aunt appeared from inside of house with a big bowl full of wheat flour. She came to threw it as it has been contaminated by insects and worms, since it has not been used for long time. The wheat flour was thrown near the drain, so that by morning it is washed away by water or will be cleaned by sweeper in morning (it was common at that time to throw waste stuff near drain, from where they are picked by sweeper in morning). The moment it was thrown, after some 5 minutes a very poor lady appeared. She was dressed very shabbily, clothes torn from various parts, walking bare foot on road, looking as if she has not taken bath from many days may be months. She was very very poor women. Her hairs were looking like a piece of bush. She sat down near the place where the wheat flour was thrown, and then using the dirty water flowing in the drain she started making chapatis out of it right on road (chapatis are traditional Indian bread, made from water and wheat flour after preparing the dough). I felt very pity at her. After she prepared the dough, she put that in her shabby bag and went. My eyes were wet after that, and even now whenever I recall that, I feel pain at my heart.

One should not do all this.

If one use food properly in an required amount, they I think the we would get some help in solving the problem of “Food Crisis”.

April 15, 2008

Sawaal

Filed under: My Hindi Poems — Gaurav @ 2:10 pm

Hindi Version.

मुद्दत के बाद किसी ने एक सवाल किया हैं,
कोरे कागज़ पर हमने कलम इस्तिमाल किया हैं,
ऊमर गुज़र गई हमारी वो हमे न समझ पाए,
लेकिन आज फिर उन्ही कातिल निगाहों से हमपे वार किया हैं ।

खिदमत में कुछ पेश करना चहता था,
लेकिन उन्हें मंजूर न था,
न जाने उन्हें किसकी तलाश थी,
की वो हवा में देख हमसे बातें किया करते थे ।

English Version

muddat ke baad kissi ne ek sawal keya hain,
kore kakaz par hamne kalam istemaal keya hain,
umar guzar gayi hamari vo hame na samajh paye,
laken aaj phir unhi katil nighaoon se hampe waar keya hain.

khidmat mein kuch paish karna chata tha,
laken unhe manjoor na tha,
na jane unhe kiski talash thi,
ki vo hawa mein dhek hamse batein karte the.

April 7, 2008

to killl some time

Filed under: Time pass — Gaurav @ 4:55 pm

Today I wanted to go home a little early. So i decided to catch the 6:50 pm bus. Here the buses runs at 20 minutes interval and it takes some 12-15 mins for me to cover the distance between my office and the closest bus station. I started packing my stuff by 6:30. at 6:31 gave a job for printing to a printer and then went for collecting it downstairs my office. Being a small job, so was ready by the time I reached there to collect it. When I returned to my office, felt a little thirsty, why? because I checked my water bottle being still full from morning :) . So I took some water and then went for toilet. When I returned from there I found that it was already 6:40.

“Oh God”

the next bus is at 7:10. I don’t know what to do in the mean time. I didn’t feel like doing any more work, and also didn’t want to watch videos on youtube. So decide to kill the time by writing a post. A good time pass it is.

oh mine … I ‘m again getting late for the next bus.

April 5, 2008

Tossing weather and tossing mind

Filed under: Life In Trieste., Thoughts — Gaurav @ 12:59 pm

I woke up today with an enthusiasm to visit and travel some places in Trieste. I started with my daily routine. the weather was good and sunny. the blue sky and the light breeze was very tempting to me. I felt an unspoken urge to go to opicina. Its a place in Trieste located on hill top form where a beautiful view of sea can been seen. One can go there by a tram, a small locomotive running on tracks surrounding the hill. This tram moves very slowly as the tracks are very steep and slowly ascends to the top giving an enchanting view. All this filled my mind with excitement and joy. Since today was Saturday, its my day for cleaning and do some food purchasing for the coming week. I decided not to do cleaning or would perhaps do it in evening, a good decision by an excited mind. By the time I finished my pre-scheduled work of purchasing, it was 1 o’ clock.

My enthusiasm was also getting low. I just had a look to the sky and I felt bad.. the clouds have started coming and the day was no more sunny. Over here the weather changes very quickly and one has to then console the mind and heart to do something else.

Well I decided to come to my office for a short time and then would go for some window shopping. Not a bad idea but certainly not as good as traveling to opicina.

to have a look at the beauty of opicina, check the following photos taken by me on my last trip to that place

http://www.flickr.com/photos/92581526@N00/tags/opicina/

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